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Okay okay. Sorry for my Sith commentary.
I just wanted to say I'm sorry, okay?
My mind is on odd places lately and I'm not even close to being okay. Just in general.
I'm messing everything up badly with everyone and it's obvious some serious meditation is needed before I continue to fuck things up.
I just wanted to apologize on my end. It's okay if you don't accept my apology, I understand. It seems you didn't. I fucked up big time, I'm sorry. I'm a tough and stupid person to deal with.
I continue to just be a huge fucking pain in the ass to everyone.
I did my part. You have my apology. That's all I have the power to do at this exact moment.
Other than reform myself.
&, yes - stand up comedy is an escape... post any hillarious stuff YOU considere, please... i'll be HERE watching
I feel that the pain killers worked only because I had paid off my karma for that pain.
In 1983 in was skiing and broke my left lower leg literally in half. This also injured my knee and left me with constant pain in the knee for about 27 years. The pain was bad and was worse at night when in bed.
I finally got a operation which stopped the pain. Then years later I stepped off a pavement and jarred my left knee and it was sore again for about 6 more weeks.
The damage to my leg was not properly fixed by the assholes in the hospital. My leg was left bent. So at 13 years old I had to have an operation to re-break my leg and the assholes still didn't get it right. They should have used a frame rather than full leg plaster.
On the morning of the day I went on that skiing trip I still remember my scum bag brother saying to me with an evil grin "break a leg". This of course is what actors say to each other for good luck. He of course at some part of his consciousness knew what was going to happen to me. Fuck him though.
So the badly mended leg was left a little shorter below the knee that my right leg because the growth plate was damaged. Do this has left me with arthritis in my hip joints at the base of my spine.
My neck is still a bit stiff but very little problem compared to before.
I suppose it's what I get for all the violence my past selves have dished out. But it wasn't specifically me that was violent, so it is a real pissing shame I gave to put up with all this bloody pain.
There's loads of other shit too but I've not got shorts hours to type it all and it wouldn't change anything.
I'll be in Thailand in a few weeks hopefully having a good time. Considering my bad fortune I'll need to be particularly careful crossing the road.
All I can do is do my best to do lots of reiki when I am feeling better and try to get out if this fucking insane asylum and go to a better planet or universe or wherever reformed little souls like me go.