• Home
    • ›

    Final Exit

    2»

    Comments

    • paulojose
      Hell is in our mind. This world is also a pretty good representation of hell.
    • Leftius
      edited November 2016
      Many humans are actually demons. I have not heard of worse places.
      And I'm a demon!
    • Leftius
      I can't remember who said that "there is no other hell than remorse". I felt Hitler's agony. It was horrible. There is no save/load option in life.
    • ferz
      LEFTIUS, get serious - ma'an ! = if YOU're a deamon , i'm sheytan ... &, seriously - i know at least 2 persons which (!) are real deamons...
      anyway ...watch this :



      He said that in the early 1970s, the small city of Medford, Oregon, became 
      the suicide capital of the United States overnight.  (The exact dates can 
      be found by checking national health statistics.)  After Dr. Fraser was 
      notified of this dramatic anomaly, he organized and sent a team of 
      researchers to look for the cause.  The team checked the water, the air, 
      the soil and a variety of additional possibilities, but could find no reason 
      for the massive increase in suicides.  Then the researchers discovered that 
      *ultra low frequencies* (ULF) were being beamed into Medford, Oregon, from 
      a nearby military base.  When they went to the base and met with its 
      commanding officer, he said that although he knew about ULF, his base was 
      not responsible, the Russians were!  However, the ULF waves stopped the 
      very next day.

      The researchers determined that the military base was not the only source; 
      the ULF was also coming into the homes of the populace through their 
      television antennas, which created some sort of standing-wave resonance 
      within the structure of the home itself.  People who were often at home in 
      the houses with TV antennas became severely depressed even if they did not 
      watch TV.

      Since the ULF wave had stopped, the researchers returned to the University 
      to write their report and to confer with Dr. Fraser.  Several men 
      displaying CIA credentials arrived on campus and said that the ULF waves 
      beamed into Medford were a "national security" matter.  They explicitly 
      threatened to kill each of the researchers, including Dr. David Fraser 
      himself, should anyone speak further about it.  As far as I know, no one 
      did."
    • breemaborg
      Interesting you bring up Medford, Oregon...
    • ferz
      BREEMABORG, i' ve just found it few moments before i posted it... i'm pretty much LIVE, HERE
    • breemaborg
      When in the 70's was that specifically?
    • ferz
      http://hyperspacecafe.com/Thread-Sacred-Ground-Ley-Lines-and-Vortices-of-the-American-West#.WD2TjrKLTIU

      = this is also NOW found ... i was inspired by YOUR comment...
    • Leftius
      Ferz, you don't know me, I do. There are reasons, but I don't want to discuss that.
    • breemaborg
      This says early 70's...

      We lived there in 1977 or so...

      http://amasci.com/hum/newshum.txt
    • ferz
      LEFTIUS , YOU said : "there are resons" ...
      = aaahh... reasons, like...? reasons because of YOU know YOURSELF ? == just kidding, ma'an...

      BREEMABORG , HERE :


      " ULF technology for the purpose of mass mind control was first tested on the city of Medford, Oregon, in 1974-75, making Meford the suicide capital of the United States overnight. (For more information about the Medford story, go to www.silverprotects.com and click on "Other Writings by Mark Metcalf." If you are not on the Internet, call my office in Oregon and request a free copy - 503 359-5954.)"
    • LunaWHDavies7
      @Leftius.

      So sorry to hear that. *hug* I do hope you don't feel so much pain longer, it's very tough and I do know what you mean.

      A very wise man once correlated life with the movie Groundhog Day. Never actually heard of that movie before, but it is a bit disconcerting, to realize that you have done the same thing, wake up, work. eat, for thousands upon thousands of years. And then we're in this system, it's supposed to ensure our survival and make our lives a bit better. But we're not wired to be so confined. We are animals, as in, from the kingdon Animalia. Do birds, wolves and turtles live in such confined conditions? Do they have a ridgid schedule until their death? We're in a system where there's no way out. We're really not made for this; it's sad and frustrating.

      It's not really about going to "Hell". If you kill yourself, you add more negative karma than what you presently hold. So you come back in a worse position, with more pain. There's not much of a way out other than being strong, and it's very tough to be strong when you're in pain. I thought about it for many years, when I was 16 I thought even being born in a war-ridden town would be better than the actual physical and psychological torture I had to endure every day of my life.

      I don't know if you will ever really feel better, but I do hope you. Suffering is not fun business and I'm so sorry you've been hurting this long.
    • ferz
      http://www.axs.com/anthony-jeselnik-s-5-best-jokes-60124
    • ferz
    • Leftius
      edited November 2016
      Yes, Luna. I can cope, no worries. Thanks. 
      Edit: I may feel okay awhile, but then the feeling comes back. Desperate depression.
    • Leftius

      "Recent
      studies have also suggested that those who are depressed and suffer
      from this existential malaise are stricken down precisely because
      they are in touch with reality. 'Depressive realism' studies
      demonstrate that depressed people struggle because they have trouble
      lying to themselves about the myriad sources of suffering which are
      endemic to the human condition. Happy people, these studies suggest,
      are those who can lie to themselves about themselves, about reality,
      and can generally blot out ideas which make them unhappy. This echoes
      Rank's (1929) view, that people are neurotic when they cannot create
      illusions which cloud reality."

      Jerry S. Piven





    • Leftius
      edited November 2016
      httpimage
    • Brian
      edited March 2019
      The breath is an ideal focus of attention. Breath = life, vitality.

    • Brian
      The answer to all questions relies upon the observation of the breath in the higher states of meditation. If there is a premature stopping of the breath by some diabolical act of hubris, how can the observer learn the necessary lessons in order to awaken?

      image,


    • Brian
      Gnosis is the thirst for knowledge promoted by the death cult that runs this planet.

      image
    • Brian


    • ferz
    • ferz
      "[...] to realize that you have done the same thing, wake up, work. eat, for thousands upon thousands of years. And then we're in this system, it's supposed to ensure our survival and make our lives a bit better. But we're not wired to be so confined. We are animals, as in, from the kingdon Animalia. Do birds, wolves and turtles live in such confined conditions? Do they have a ridgid schedule until their death? We're in a system where there's no way out. We're really not made for this; it's sad and frustrating."

      = great speech , LUNA ... = kidding ... 
      look - 's no system, unles' YOU mean this daily joke WE swim-into...through... whatever.

      " [...]  you have done the same thing, wake up, work. eat, for thousands upon thousands of years. "
      = YOU also realise this : each & every time any of us wakes-up in the morning... it's DIFFERENT ; for example, tonight each of us learns something new ... between, or beyond, thoughts & stuff...
      = no more saying - capisci ?
    • Brian
      edited November 2016
      Being content to make up one's mind before that mind has a chance to become expanded is certainly a diabolically suicidal one?


    • ferz
      ' once heard this dialogue : "where do you look-for-yourself? " - " within/between my inner un-satisfaction..."
      = me, personally, i've never been content & gues' i'll never be... I have this itch in my but to always look for "what's wrong with this picture" & always expect the worst...
    Sign In or Register to comment.