There was also a sense I was also being assisted in being given 'dominion' over myself and my manifestation here. When he placed his hand on my belly, I could immediately feel he was working my energy centers. I could feel them expand and it felt like I was being pulled up and out of my body. When I looked at what he was doing my belly took on an appearance of a miniature galaxy, whirling within my body, that was growing and expanding beyond the confines of my current form.
I also sensed, that if I allowed him to continue, when completed, I would be able to do things that would amaze others.
But it did not feel right. That it was not the best way. At least not for me. That sense is the root of why I refused his offer.
I was, at the time, involved with a group that was very much into Theosophy and doing dark room seances. It wasn't long after that...that my friend and I had our falling out with them.
I guess that when you play with fire you get burned? Yay! Fire! Fun and games and let's expand ourselves and how did get that second-degree burn and where the hell am I.
They're just dreams, right? They weren't really that scary, just disconcerting to wake up from sometimes. Even so, I haven't seen the dark man in my dreams for some years now...
Teacher, when one day i asked, what is that higher will that starts guiding our lives since we start reiki, you answered that those who are not against christ were with him.
Could you please be a little more clear, on what is this higher power/will reiki, and why you say that such is indeed a spiritual linage?, i wish i could know what im getting into, as you once said.
Dont get me wrong.. am very much grateful and happy with reiki.
Nothing works without a solid foundation. Skillfulness is understanding what true higher consciousness is as opposed to false higher consciousness, real Reiki as opposed to pretend Reiki.
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I also sensed, that if I allowed him to continue, when completed, I would be able to do things that would amaze others.
But it did not feel right. That it was not the best way. At least not for me. That sense is the root of why I refused his offer.
http://stronggravity.eu/public-outreach-tmp/what-is-a-black-hole/
But the underlying understanding that I would not really be helping them heal themselves was 'stronger.'
Needless to say...that old saying that when you die in your dreams you won't wake up...may hold some truth after all?