Brian. Yes, you're right. I want to travel and do all these things... There are times when I wish I had met my death many years ago and there are other moments when I am filled with lust and love for life. I want to go to Madagascar, see Beijing, London, Paris, New York, Bangkok, Johannesburg, Buenos Aires, Vienna. I want to play all of Prokofiev's piano concertos, be an extraordinary pianist and touch the hearts of many. Or Tchaikovsky's killer concerto. I am very worldly, and there is truly no excuse. :( I would never admit my true beliefs to anyone nor what I have learned of what I study with you, Brian, because I am afraid of being judged and wish very much to be this scientist-logical persona with no spiritual interests. I would never even admit them to those who are closest to me. I don't want to be like Cagliostro. I'm so sorry.
"Though, Meier thinks he is the most advanced person on the planet, he has managed to get himself stuck in spiritual quicksand. A form of Bardo. I remember him fondly as my teacher, though, when I used to hang out with that reprobate, Cagliostro. But, that was just a dream. A nightmare,in fact!"
Swag? Crowley? More like swag fag, that idiot man! Swagfag: A kid who goes around wearing skinny jeans and snapback baseball caps hardstyle shuffling to progressive house and thinking he's Lil' Wayne. He will often be unemployed and fail at school exams because he thinks his swag will make up for it and he'll be the next popstar, when in reality he'll probably end up giving blowjobs to old men in dark alleys for his earnings and he'll be paying kids to go on his bouncy castle just to make himself feel famous. Swagfag - "My snapback has so much swag!" Normal person - "Fuck off and die." http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Swagfag
"Ludovico married Beatrice, while Beatrice's brother, Alfonso, married Anna. Leonardo da Vinci orchestrated the wedding celebration. Anna, all her time dressed like a man, refused to consummate her union, preferred the company of women and spent every night with a small black slave."
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I don't want to be like Cagliostro. I'm so sorry.
Thanks for the answer, teacher.
Swagfag: A kid who goes around wearing skinny jeans and snapback baseball caps hardstyle shuffling to progressive house and thinking he's Lil' Wayne. He will often be unemployed and fail at school exams because he thinks his swag will make up for it and he'll be the next popstar, when in reality he'll probably end up giving blowjobs to old men in dark alleys for his earnings and he'll be paying kids to go on his bouncy castle just to make himself feel famous.
Swagfag - "My snapback has so much swag!"
Normal person - "Fuck off and die."
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Swagfag
Beatrice's brother, Alfonso, married Anna. Leonardo da Vinci orchestrated the wedding
celebration. Anna, all her time dressed like a man, refused to consummate her union,
preferred the company of women and spent every night with a small black
slave."
http://www.buzzfeed.com/alanwhite/youll-never-guess-who-this-womans-godmother-was
A Song on the Six Perfections
Topics: six perfections.
by Milarepa
For generosity, nothing to do,
Other than stop fixating on self.
For morality, nothing to do,
Other than stop being dishonest.
For patience, nothing to do,
Other than not fear what is ultimately true.
For effort, nothing to do,
Other than practice continuously.
For meditative stability, nothing to do,
Other than rest in presence.
For wisdom, nothing to do,
Other than know directly how things are.