Mademoisele LUNA, si c'est moi qui vous nommez "someone" qui connais "exactement" ce qui-se passe...
mais j'espere bien que vous voulez appeler BRIAN comme-ca...
= c'est pas moi, n'est-ce pas ? - parce que j'ai pas la plus moins idee = j'ai vu plusieurs simboles dans votre post et je m'a rappele ou j'ai vu ces simboles ...
It's stupidity. Literally absolute, unadulterated stupidity. I'm an idiot. Now that I hold a mirror I see that I'm a really crazy idiot. Is everyone crazy and obsessive or something along those lines?
Ego death is a "complete loss of subjective self-identity." The term is used in various intertwined contexts, with related meanings. In Jungian psychology the synonymous term psychic death is used, which refers to a fundamental transformation of the psyche.
LUNA, whether YOU meant me - knowing "exactly" what someone-else is doing to YOU... look, i don't like to be acused unrighteous...
= whether i would NOT say anything & keep myself quiet - like in "let her deal with it...what do i care ?" = that would have been made me a jerk... i gues'.
...&, i did what i always do & what BRIAN acuses me ... righteous = i played like in poker - i played "my" cards without knowing ANYTHING ...
= i repeat - the symbols i knew from Maia Schamayim & Joan Ocean ... &, "breaking-news" - the "nicolas flamel" shit i knew from Ananda Bosman 's site = which ALL of them i linked in HERE...
- &, basikally - i knew shit = i didn't und'stand a bit of what it could mean ...
as IOAN PETRU CULIANU said : "eventually, there're those who know; this strengthens me enormously"...
It's tough to make the mind completely still, to get to that point of nothingness... it does feel like bliss though, but disconnecting from the self and the ego completely is something completely different. Lol. Monty Python.
Mademoisele LUNA - vous a dit : "Not you. It was never you. Ignore it all. It was all insane mumbo-jumbo produced by an untrained mind."
= ufh... so, i "played the fool card" again in this "game of no rules" (which has in fact 2 rules -
a) THERE are no rules & b) i rule the world...) & i bluffed & i won = made YOU think i'm not aware of what is goin'-on...
= of course i know what happened - i know everything, remember ?
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ha,ha,ha ? - i got ya for just a second, hah ?
&, 2ndly - look : i once 've read that to make the mind still is one of the two ways of zen... a japanese zen-master was teaching the other method = let the mind flow, like looking at a river or like surfing on a waves... i was just saying - never tryed any of the methods, though...
Luna, there will be a bliss when you meditate long enough. I experienced a few ecstacies, but I didn't feel detached from my being. It was of course a minor ecstacy. It was like my body could not withstand higher levels of bliss. I also saw a man, a yogi, who was meditating at the same time - I saw him and he saw me. He was an advanced yogi - something what I can never be.
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I want to find that tablet and hit someone overtop of the head with it.
I had to study and I'm so behind and this happened.
Extra angry. With srirarcha added.
But someone on this forum knows EXACTLY what all this is about.
Or maybe I was on the train, riding happily, and I went off the rails on this one. Hopefully it's the latter.
Not you. It was never you.
Ignore it all. It was all insane mumbo-jumbo produced by an untrained mind.
Yes, Leftius has a great question.
It's tough to make the mind completely still, to get to that point of nothingness... it does feel like bliss though, but disconnecting from the self and the ego completely is something completely different. Lol. Monty Python.
How do you get there? Just a long process?
How are they different?
Hmmm....
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