I'm still partly suicidal, but suicide would not erase my problems. This is a horrible world. I wish I could even rest for awhile after this life. I have very bad karma. My soul keeps returning to this world without much rest. When I die, I will fin…
Paulojose, I've had visions of such a being. Once I meditated an saw the yogi in a posture. I saw him and he saw me. Another time I saw a vision. There were people who praised a yogi by kneeling. I heard, "Saddhu, saddhu, saddhu!" There is a deep fe…
Hikikomoris are trying to flee the realities of existence. We have to work, we must expand our living space and become the masters of ourselves. We can't hide forever, else we will become very mad. Life is hard and the world is a cold place for sens…