IS IT POSSIBLE that a man can achieve immortality - to live forever? That is the startling claim of a historical figure known as Count de Saint-Germain. Records date his birth to the late 1600s, although some believe that his longevity reaches back to the time of Christ...
No Cynthia, it´s not necessary for you to tell us that there´s nothing wrong in being gay!...BS tells us to loose our rainbowness, if we have any at all, and so we have to...
for the part that as to do with me, im sorry sometimes i dont catch when my impulses want to delve into the occult. on normal circumstances i would not care. :(
PAULOJOSE said it straight: "ferz, you are stuck with us,nobody wants you out [...]" ...finally, somebody(else) understood my struggle - as in "God, oh, why?why me?oh, the agony, the agony..." - i'm like stuck-with-&-carry-on in this "1st-row-of-elite-swat-warriors" facing ... THE UNKNOWN, basikally. &, this is killing-me-softly & scares-the-shit-out-of-me = i want out ! i can't stand it anymore, any longer ! "what am i doing HERE?" = was this strange-enough? - good, 'cause i was just teasing...
...oh, & the "out" is in-addition = "nobody wants you" is fair-enough - ha, ha, ha ? ...&, it's not like this not-wanted feeling would make me ... feel like i belong HERE... or, anywhere... - oh, God, oh - why ?!? ~ ha, ha, ha ?
@Brian "Just how many self-centered egoists are there here? Proof of possession?"
Does the question refer to humanity in general (samsara), the forum or people you have personally dealt with via Reiki and meditative work?
Because you have to think of the kind of people who usually approach someone like yourself on the internet, for instance. They are usually desperate people, looking for any way to resolve a deep turmoil. Those kinds of people are not always playing with a full deck of cards, I certainly was not when I approached you myself.
Remember how I met you? I was certainly quite insane at the time, desperate and had no consideration for anyone else, including your person, whatsoever.
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"ferz, you are stuck with us,nobody wants you out [...]"
...finally, somebody(else) understood my struggle - as in "God, oh, why?why me?oh, the agony, the agony..."
- i'm like stuck-with-&-carry-on in this "1st-row-of-elite-swat-warriors" facing ... THE UNKNOWN, basikally. &, this is killing-me-softly & scares-the-shit-out-of-me = i want out ! i can't stand it anymore, any longer !
"what am i doing HERE?" = was this strange-enough? - good, 'cause i was just teasing...
...&, it's not like this not-wanted feeling would make me ... feel like i belong HERE... or, anywhere... - oh, God, oh - why ?!? ~ ha, ha, ha ?
"Just how many self-centered egoists are there here? Proof of possession?"
Does the question refer to humanity in general (samsara), the forum or people you have personally dealt with via Reiki and meditative work?
Because you have to think of the kind of people who usually approach someone like yourself on the internet, for instance. They are usually desperate people, looking for any way to resolve a deep turmoil. Those kinds of people are not always playing with a full deck of cards, I certainly was not when I approached you myself.
Remember how I met you? I was certainly quite insane at the time, desperate and had no consideration for anyone else, including your person, whatsoever.
Your line of work certainly dictates that you deal with desperate people. And desperate people usually act in deperate ways.