Role-play and cosplay demonstrate a shallowness of understanding? The truth (just like the Force) will remain hidden behind impenetrable, self-erected barriers? Just a little healing NRG MIGHT trickle through - if we're lucky. And, even then, it's just the Universe seeking balance.
You don't want to be a Sylvia Browne to demonstrate your psychic power - rather you NEED to be a James Randi. You definitely don't want to be a Russel Brand! - unless you are auditioning for TV.
Dont worry teacher, im clear in my mind in one thing, perhaps.
Reiki master, even i got the master symbol, i dont have any idea about reiki, perhaps i will never have it. I see it only as some energy that goes through when somebody wants it up there. The only healer is Christ, the only messiah is Christ, the only one who can save us is Christ.
Zen master?, i will never be that either, im just an amateur who sits waiting that all the stupidities of his mind disappear.
Psychic powers, i used to want them to "help" or fix others. The only psychich power i know of value is common sense, and again maybe ill never have it.
The only reason again, of why i sit and reiki self, is because of healing it, before it consumes me in pain, hoping god has some mercy on us.
And i know thats somethin or an excuse to do that, because im not expecting for that to happen really. If someday that happens maybe ill be of use to others.
So my mother dies in hospital on Tuesday May 17th. Then I am out on Friday with a friend and when I leave the bar some guy I don't know said "bye Dad!" - I decided to take this as a 'message' that I need to get fit again and loose weight. But....
...35 minutes latter after the Bar incident, I was going into a store and got harassed by a dog running at me and barking. It ran at me about 5 times and back to its owner. I was shouting abuse at the dogs owner, as you would, but he did nothing to control his dog. The night is not over yet as....
...third incident is when I was leaving the store, a guy said to me I looked like a Vicar (a Vicar is a Priest for those that don't know) . I think the guy that said that to me heard the dog barking at me, he was standing outside the store. Shame he didn't say I looked like a Buddhist!
I'm assuming that my energies were at a low point since my mother had just died. Today I picked up my mothers ashes from the undertakers and it is also my 46th birthday. This life sucks really bad. I think this is my biggest screw-up of a life so far.
I dont know whats going on i dreamt that all my teeth falled in pieces manson and that i puked.. Its a nightmare.. I have faith but i dont know on what.
Losing teeth in your dream is an indicator of your ambivalence or the cost of a compromise you’ve been making. A losing teeth dream is a call to examine the reasons behind a decision you’ve made or have to make and how you feel about preserving the status quo or changing how things are.
My head almost exploded because a rush of energy from below... Then those dreams... Who wouldnt want to go see someone to be exorcised and continúe a normal life after that.
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So my mother dies in hospital on Tuesday May 17th. Then I am out on Friday with a friend and when I leave the bar some guy I don't know said "bye Dad!" - I decided to take this as a 'message' that I need to get fit again and loose weight. But....
...35 minutes latter after the Bar incident, I was going into a store and got harassed by a dog running at me and barking. It ran at me about 5 times and back to its owner. I was shouting abuse at the dogs owner, as you would, but he did nothing to control his dog. The night is not over yet as....
...third incident is when I was leaving the store, a guy said to me I looked like a Vicar (a Vicar is a Priest for those that don't know) . I think the guy that said that to me heard the dog barking at me, he was standing outside the store. Shame he didn't say I looked like a Buddhist!
I'm assuming that my energies were at a low point since my mother had just died. Today I picked up my mothers ashes from the undertakers and it is also my 46th birthday. This life sucks really bad. I think this is my biggest screw-up of a life so far.
I have faith but i dont know on what.