Channeling is a technique that regresses a human being back into animal form and behavior (shamanic shape-shifting?) where animal instinct (known as intuition) dominates over reason and critical thinking. I warn you that you have already obviously missed an important fork in the road. Turning back and reclaiming spiritual sovereignty does not seem to be an option.
I want this to be over... i dont want this slavery and stupidity... i want for once in my life something new... something i could be proud of, that has nothing to do with the stupidity
The only thing i have seen is that i cant do it alone.. i need christ with me...why do you think i have gave up on everything i used to do, Music, pc programming, having a girlfriend, the idea of a life. the answer is not to kiss the whores ass.
Im tired to pretend to know what im doing.. the real thing is im blind confused, somehow meditation became a trauma for me,am trying to make that aside... at this point am to enter the herbolary fito career, and psychology.. but thats something that is causing things distracting me. if i didnt want a new life iwouldnt do those things.
its hard when you dont seem to have christ to back you up.
The point is fast coming where I'm getting frustrated with the elites for dragging their heels on this issue. I'm beginning to think they are NOT true believers.
You made it clear, i dont know what i do believe in now. Christ, i dont know if am not worshipping charlie manson. help me to see what to believe in...
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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Go-Back
Blessed, in Romania, suffered a heart attack as he was returning to his
dressing room. His fourth wife, Lucy, who was with him, said: "He had
just finished a wonderful scene. He was playing a very evil character
who seemed so kind and nice."