Exploring Mediocrity

OskrZS

It seems that is a form of saying that we should keep going.

OskrZS

LunaWHDavies7

I forgot Brian is a strange but lovely fellow, and he has his eccentric ways. *sigh*

LunaWHDavies7

And this is pretty much everyone here:
http://images.memes.com/meme/231765
Will have tea now, on the brink of an anxiety attack. Then some
exercise because I feel like breaking plates.

OskrZS

"Never lie to yourself", could be similar "stop the willful ignorance".

LunaWHDavies7

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=dpMiFE1Xx8o

OskrZS

But to stop the willful ignorance, maybe you have to go against your darkest nightmare.

OskrZS

Brian

You are at a standstill and have given yourself NO opportunity of progress?

Brian

What's so hard about deprogramming and then mastering the art of Zen?

LunaWHDavies7

Brian, once again, perhaps it is my lack of intelligence and autistic way of looking at things. You know EXACTLY what's so hard about deprogramming and then mastering Zen.
Why does it take many lifetimes to even attempt to get out? Why are we stuck here so long? You don't need ME, a stupid little female with big glasses living in an icy country to tell you that.

Perhaps Oskr has limitied himself. I KNOW I personally have, 100%, and even when you admit it, doesn't fear take you over when you realize what is at stake?

Brian

They are just the first 2 preliminary, but necessary steps. Giving up in frustration would, at least, be a sign of progress.

LunaWHDavies7

You honestly have the patience of a saint. Because I'm getting more frustrated by the day. And more
anxious by the hour.

Don't know about Oskr.

Not to mention the uncomfortable déjà vu that I feel every single day. Like right now I feel like I've already seen this and the next step is for me to yell at you online (for no reason other than I'm a stupid maniac living on the edge because you've been nothing but kind and patient) and leave forever.

LunaWHDavies7

Which I couldn't because my own psychological make-up would never allow it.

Brian

Try dancing BETWEEN the raindrops without getting wet. That means no Jesuit costumes or Gnostic hubris.

Brian

Osho only becomes an evil gatekeeper because we fail to see through him. As for Mooji and Bashar, they are just playacting clowns that don't know any better.

OskrZS

Sorry it seems the standstill is more powerful to the level of not understanding what i need to let go.

giving up, having a girlfriend and study psychology?, christ would be agree on that?

OskrZS

i need to leave this stuff is just destroying me without any spiritual gain

OskrZS

Last attemp still don know what it means

OskrZS

Brian

Mercury refused to explain his composition other than saying it was about relationships, on the other hand a Persian translation says, it's  about a young man who has accidentally killed someone and, like Faust, sold his soul to the devil.

Brian

Ironically, without Freddie Mercury, there could never have been an Aleister Crowley.

Brian

Brian

OskrZS

Yeah i read a bit about bohemian and reach to the faust theme, i was not shure though. Its in each stage we should be Zen máster, my fears get toó muchos in the way. Perdoneme profe, soy un tonto. The faust on Liszt was awesome. Thanks

Brian

God speaks of salvation as an act of redemption. Redemption is to buy something back that had been previously sold.

Brian

For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul?

Brian

Our past lives show what we did with the proceeds of the sale. Our current obsessions tell us what we intend to do with the proceeds of the sale, this time around. No one can buy or sell unless he has the mark--the name of the beast or the number of its name. 

Brian

Brian

Freemasonry gives full access to the marketplace. However, there is a big price to pay.